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All eyes on me plz by grangerpixel All eyes on me plz by grangerpixel
Pattern by ~base-o-holic
Original base is by ~Ai-Bases, edited version (which I believe is no longer up?) was done by =Pinlicous-Bases

I had this started a few months ago and finished it since I really needed it off of the computer.

Her name is Christel. She is 17 and in her senior year of highschool. She is also among the popular of populars, typical highschool drama where she is the popular shit of the highschool weebs and everyone is below her. Starting from her freshman year she became really popular and was the talk of the school, good grades and fluent in German - even so to the point where she has to correct her German studies teacher a lot. This is mostly because she comes from a German household, born in America but growing up speaking the language.

Although, when she became a Junior three Chinese exchange students came to the school on a scholarship. They, too, were good with grades and fluent in another language which had other people fawning over them. Christel, although, wasn't to have this. She starved for the attention, desiring all of the stares and love she once had.

So, she tried to find a way to turn everyone's views back on her. And what better way to do that than to fake being suicidal? She went home and began to slice up her arms, intentionally wearing an outfit to school the next day that didn't cover her arms and waited for reactions. Obviously, her schoolmates did just as she wanted (including the exchange students) and showered her with attention and cries, asking her why she'd cut herself and what was wrong. Christel only told them that it was from a growing depression and school was stressing her more which caused the cutting, but it was obviously a lie.

From there, she began to go to therapy and her parents had her on suicide watch. Months passed and with 'major' improvement from the therapist and no marks or attempts, Christel was deemed no threat to herself and stopped her therapist visits. Although, she still takes her 'depression' pills but she actually stashes them and doesn't take them and sells them to druggies secretly to grab cash.

Now within her senior year, Christel still gets the attention she so desires but there are many times where the attention is moved to someone else and she goes back to 'pretending to kill herself' to be the star once again. This isn't as often as it once was, though. But beloved Chris still cuts. Doing it so many times within the years, the cutting she did as a sign of attention became a habit and she began to do it on a whim. She has made a rule for herself when she moved to her last year of highschool; only to cut when she's done a good deed.

Walk someone across the street, help someone with directions. Helping or being kind. She made it a goal to try to do something nice every day so she can come home and cut herself. Recently, however, she has been really running her rule dry; smiling at someone that isn't pretty or telling them they have a nice shirt. Really it ISNT a good deed but she tells herself she can bend her rules a bit.

She cuts on both arms and has been secretly cutting her inner thighs. Included with her outfit she usually wears a jacket to help cover wounds and scars, which she tends to wear to school a lot. But when at home or in public (like a resturant) she goes sleeve-less to show off her beautiful slices and bruises.

All in all, Christel is an attention whore bitch that desires everything to be about her. <3 She was inspired awhile ago from a dream I had.
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SquirrellyWrathGrl Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I almost would rather she be outright mean to me then XDDD. Anything to spare the poor thing ;;....but I agree that she's very unique in the way she chooses to handle cutting herself ono.

She's a cutie too. ;;
grangerpixel Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Glad you like her, haha!
Kather-By Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012
I've never come across such a Character!!

I don't mean that in a negative Sense. Regarding her Personality she is unique in my Opinion (:
grangerpixel Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, even if you meant in a negative way that's perfectly fine! Even though she was based off of a dream, she can be kind of a.. wake up call to a lot of kids that do those sorts of things now-a-days. So she's pretty much a realistic character? That can be related to a lot of persons in reality? I hope that makes sense! XD But thank you very much! :heart:
IridescentStardust Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
so i was reading this and like 80% thru was like WHAT. THE FUCK. and wanted to just post that
And then i was like "naahhh"
and then i read the comments and i was like "well okay"

She'd seriously be an iiiiiiiiiiinteresting chara to play though xD!
grangerpixel Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist

She would be! In a way she was sort of made to show how stupid people can be? Even though she was based off of a dream it does still happen in reality so.. idk. XD LOL
IridescentStardust Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ROFL it's true though. It does <___> and those are the people where you're like "...........why. what. I just. What?"
supercool-sombrero Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Student Digital Artist
damn leah you're so good at making characters... I particularly like how she sucks so much as a person and yet she's still so believable. it's pretty interesting!
grangerpixel Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm glad you like! <3
thecheesecat Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
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